Triple Gem a dit…

Ce témoignage a été publié sur le blog de Don les 16 et 17 octobre 2011 par un anonyme qui se surnomme « triple joyau ».

Sa pratique du Sahaj-Marg a duré cinq ans. Il a voyagé plusieurs fois en Inde et dans d'autres pays pour voir Chari. Mais il a vu certaines choses qui étaient moins spirituelles, et donc choisi de se retirer. Dans les jeux de pouvoir des précepteurs, il a vu beaucoup de malhonnêteté, de politique et d’abus. D’après lui, le Sahaj Marg encourage une attitude élitiste, l’idée de faire partie d'un «groupe spécial» qui a trouvé son gourou. Ce groupe souffre d’un abus spirituel. Chari ne fait rien quand il y a des problèmes. Il ne répond pas. À son avis, les questions de leadership dans ce groupe sont terribles.
Se détacher de ce groupe et de ses pratiques a été la chose la plus difficile qu’il ait jamais vécue et ça a duré un moment. Il a beaucoup peiné et essayé différentes choses sur son chemin vers la guérison Mais une fois qu’il l’a eu vraiment quitté, il a choisi la liberté et la vérité. Il est reconnaissant d'être libre aujourd’hui, d’avoir encore tout son esprit, et sa vie.
A son avis, la pratique est une sorte de lavage de cerveau, quelque chose de dangereux. Il souhaite se donner plus de temps pour guérir avant de témoigner plus avant…

Son témoignage intégral :

Although i choose to remain anonymous, i too had experience of being totally committed to Sahaj-marg for almost five years.
I did the practice as prescribed. I traveled many times to india and other countries to see chari. I saw some things that were less than spiritual, and i chose to remove myself. It was very difficult for some time, however, i have joy in my life now and i am a free agent. I enjoy my freedom.
I am very grateful that i had some compassion inside and that i realized that whatever can happen to another can happen to me.
Sahaj-Marg encourages the elitist attitude and i am sorry to say that i was guilty in believing that i was part of a "special group" that was lucky to have found the guru.
Now, i like knowing that we are all the same and feeling connected with my fellow human beings.
Meditation feels much cleaner now...any experiences that i may have are completely mine and under no one else's influence.
I think it is dangerous to open ones boundaries to this group. That is what they encourage. I say take back your God given power.
Maybe some day i will be brave enough as you all and i will write a blog and help other people who struggle to free themselves from the entanglement of chari's web of deceit - and the power games of the preceptors.
It is my opinion, that anyone in this group is suffering from spiritual abuse. I pray that more and more people become free from this system of abuse. That more and more people will wake up and reclaim their power.
Love to all,
Triple Gem

(…) I have my life back and things are good. I have joy in my life and am very grateful that i was able to become free.
Detaching myself from this group, this practice was the most difficult thing that i have ever gone through. Once i left, it became very clear that it was all attachment and i promised myself never to return because i chose freedom and truth.
I grieved a lot and i tried a lot of things on my road to recovery...waited quite some time and then i contacted Michael. After talking with him...i "turned a corner" and felt free.
This past July, I tried to write a blog about what happened. I was not ready.
I prefer to give myself some more time to heal. I believe that the practice really messes with a person's mind. In my opinion you could call it brainwashing. I think it's dangerous.
I don't want to say too much because I believe that people might recognize me. For now lets say that i saw a lot of dishonesty, politics and abuse coming from the preceptors. (Control freaks.) I realized whatever could happen to another could happen to me. Chari (there is no term of endearment implied) does nothing if there are problems. He doesn't respond. In my opinion, the leadership in this group is terrible.
I hope to be able to write about it and be there for other people when the fall out happens. (When the old man dies.)
I am grateful to be free and have my mind, and my life back. I pray that others wake up and become free...take back their power. Stop being spiritually lazy in believing that one can sit back and have their "samskaras" erased.
That's all i have for the time being.
--Triple Gem

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